ah, in a super foul mood now.. phone just KO on me after the endless youtube videos used to entertain kit zai. hais. maybe everything is predestined, it may even be a blessing in disguise. DAMN IT. den yesterday dilemma so long for what. sometimes its no choice, den sometimes suddenly there's so many choices, waste my time deliberating when its just a small thing that can be settled myself. dang, now im super lazy to go sch cos its so mafan, but im desperate cos my textbook is in hall. but i dun wanna go back. somehow i just dun feel like it. hais. its so contradictory. should have just met with jingmin to study and there'll be no prob. i'll be happily using her textbook without bothering about anything else. so the moral of the story, is I zi zhao de, this is called zi zuo zi shou, if not i wont be feeling so miserable. like a small ant. still undecided, without my phone idk i should meet them to study or just meet jingmin or just sleep at home, or just go to bro's place. ARGH OK ITS NOT A TIME TO ZI BAO ZI QI U SHOULD STUDY SIHUI!!!
09/04/12 09/04/12 14:54:42
My mood swings are getting serious.
08/04/12 08/04/12 04:27:26
hahaha woke up in a good mood today=) probably cos i dun have to touch any sch related stuff for the whole day yest haha. this is called good mood carried forward. LOL if this continues jiu hao=) anw! yest ds was damn fun!!! hahaha finally, yes i managed to master all the dances, just few days before the evaluation LOL. but thinking about it, when u're into it, its really quite enjoyable! LOL. esp rumba, super got feel. if i dun look into the mirror, i can visualise myself as an elegant lady lika cinderella in the ballroom. HAHAH ok pukes. jive is super tiring cos its super fast, initially i hated it, but once u get the hang of it, its quite fun! =))) hahahha den after that went to watch hunger games with lix!=))) hunger games super nice!!! its really damn good, the contrast between the capital and the village, the extravagance of the capital, filled materialistic, superficial, sadistic, rich brats with no heart or wadsoever. hahha somehow got this mo ming de shang gan, cos isnt this what's happening to our society? all the zi xiang chan sha, all competing to survive, and how some ppl are alr trained from young(aka those with educated parents who moulded their kids to go ming xiao etc) those who came from a simple life, and thrown into this game(aka me) HAHHAA. idk LOLOLOL. aiya, this show just very nice lah. HAHA i screamed when the monster came out hahhaa damn funny wts. both of us just jumped.
hahahhaah den today, finally i made a rationale choice rather than an impulsive one LOL. saw LIN FENG'S ALBUM DEN I WAS LIKE SUPER HAPPY, SCREAMING TO MY MUM WHAT BAO I'VE FOUND HAHAHA. wanted to buy it alr, den i saw may day's album beside it. SHIT. dilemma. shit shit shit. really wanted to buy both, den i look at lin feng, looked at the songs, den realised its similiar to what i had. den i look at may day, den i look at their songs. the songs that brought me through the hardest time. and may day de ren shen guan is similar to mine.lin feng is just, eye/ear candy. may day is soul mate. and so i made my choice!=) OK LAME, but that was really what i was thinking when i was making my decision ahhahaha. ya! den after that saw some auntie that was my neighbour when i was a baby, hahahhaha she said '' WAAH SO FAST SECONDARY SCHOOL ALR AH!'' hahhahahah wts! i laughed and my mum was like, oh she's in uni. LMAO den told my dad he was like, good wad look like secondary sch, look young sia. HAHA. great minds think alike=) yay ok going to listen to my may day today=)
06/04/12 06/04/12 20:41:54
hahaha wondering why i am awake at this wee hour, but haha kinda enjoying the peace of the night, after so many days of chionging deadlines. my motto is to work hard play harder=) and yes i really did it LOL. for the play harder part. past few days of eating dinner at 9plus or not having dinner, not sleeping, hahaha thurs was like liberation. after the ppt i was like smiling to myself, allowing my mind to just wander off=) hahhaha. happy max!!! went home for a good sleep, and woke up for futsal!=))) hahhaa. i was really reluctant to get out of my bed, den i thought of what i really wanted to do. so i woke up and made myself travel all the way to kallang, but it was all worth while=) woah, its back, its back, its reallly back!=) haha after feeling so insignificant and like a useless bum, i saw the fighter again. the fighter that appears once she's in that boots, on that field=) HAHAHA ok a bit kua zhang, but im really really super happy=) like when was the last time i played? probably 9 months ago LOL. was telling shiyun waaah 9months leh, long enough to give birth alr. yea it was damn damn fun, though its super tiring, my blisters was coming out, bunion was all red, fats was crying, but yea something just kept me going=) and i call that passion, and love for the game=) xin pei's colleagues all damn funny LOL. they were really nice haha keep passing the ball to me and asking me to score, when i totally have no confidence to do so, cos i keep thinking that im a defender and i cant do anything else. realised i always have this mentality, which is damn bad, like after i go into nbs den i keep thinking aiya my grades is like that de lah, and see lah, self fulfiling prophecy. den i keep thinking that i still havent kan kai, and see lah also self-fulfiling prophecy! LOL. yea, so im gonna change this habit of mine! ya back to futsal ahhahhaa. omg im having muscle ache now, like combination of dancesports and soccer. is like break the old bones. hahhaa. had a really nice dinner with them also, met this guy who was our age and waiting to go uni this year and he got the KE JING TENG feel! OMG faints. ok thats not the point. but, he's really funny.
hahaha yea, den today went to celebrate shibin's birthday!!!=) happy 21st darling!=) hahhaa 9years of friendship and counting! sounds damn old but haha! went to kim's restaurant, waaaha damn got secondary sch feel=))) really na xie nian! like those were the times we hang out after sch at sumo house, vivo etc.. hahah den always kanna suan by kok zzzz he nv change one can. forever bullying lemin and i -.- haha. den big chang came also, super long nv see him liao! hahaha. den we were reminisicing about the past, omg damn funny! sherman got all the stupid photos of us, wad is that man, centre parting kiu kiu hair -_- HAHHAA wonder how i survived. den shibin's dragon ball hair like LMAOOOO. and got this photo of xiao pang and his patriotic look hahahha=) those were the times hahahahha! den after tat somehow somebody took and my phone and started showing everyone the dance video! OMG. damn paiseh but haha dou shi zi ji ren le so ok lah. they laughed like mad can! ok actually any normal friend of mine will laugh when they see it. HAHA. ok im too hilarious alr=) damn entertaining too HAHHA. den they ask us to demo WTS. jin hwee and i was like zzzz seriously omg damn paiseh!!! hahaha. but still we did it, LOL just the tango part lOL. damn fail but hahhhaa. brought a lot of joy and laughter to them haha. den we went jcube!=)))) hhaha it was called jec then, our fav haunt in secondary sch. so many things changed, it doenst feel the same anymore, its so modern, so much hustle and bustle, no longer that old traditional peaceful haunt for sec sch kids=( haha we used to just find one comfortable spot and sit on the floor like nobody biz, and nobody will chase us away lol. just dabao koba or anything and eat there, talk and laugh...haha oh wells, shi dai de bian qian jiu shi ru ci.. but at least some things doesnt change, like the memories we had=) it was so crowded so we decided to go je lib, yes,the place where we mug and fought the big boss together=) the place where ziyi and jiamin will discuss about history, the place where yisheng will teach us chem, the place where we all tried to study. hahahah=) in the end leh, je lib was closed cos of public hols. lol. disappointed. its like hahah wu nai. but still awesome ppl make things happen=) LOL. somehow we ended up at science centre and was happily shopping at the science centre shop..WAAH THE STUFF ALL DAMN COOL. GOT THIS STONE IS LIKE HAHHAHA. damn nice!=))) after that we went to get macs and started htht-ing lol. didnt manage to dig anythin from kok!! lol. if ziyi was here he sure spill the beans hahaha=) sec sch times <3<3<3 one day we'll be shooting na xie nian with our class, re-enacting the scene where the whole class stood up and walked out of the classroom just to show our class spirit, replaying the scene where we were all dressed in sari and selling melted icecream, remisniscing the best times of our youth. i shall write a book like jiu ba dao haha! onz lah. argh and im so tired now, 2 hours to dawn, what should i do?=)
06/04/12 06/04/12 20:41:48
hahaha wondering why i am awake at this wee hour, but haha kinda enjoying the peace of the night, after so many days of chionging deadlines. my motto is to work hard play harder=) and yes i really did it LOL. for the play harder part. past few days of eating dinner at 9plus or not having dinner, not sleeping, hahaha thurs was like liberation. after the ppt i was like smiling to myself, allowing my mind to just wander off=) hahhaha. happy max!!! went home for a good sleep, and woke up for futsal!=))) hahhaa. i was really reluctant to get out of my bed, den i thought of what i really wanted to do. so i woke up and made myself travel all the way to kallang, but it was all worth while=) woah, its back, its back, its reallly back!=) haha after feeling so insignificant and like a useless bum, i saw the fighter again. the fighter that appears once she's in that boots, on that field=) HAHAHA ok a bit kua zhang, but im really really super happy=) like when was the last time i played? probably 9 months ago LOL. was telling shiyun waaah 9months leh, long enough to give birth alr. yea it was damn damn fun, though its super tiring, my blisters was coming out, bunion was all red, fats was crying, but yea something just kept me going=) and i call that passion, and love for the game=) xin pei's colleagues all damn funny LOL. they were really nice haha keep passing the ball to me and asking me to score, when i totally have no confidence to do so, cos i keep thinking that im a defender and i cant do anything else. realised i always have this mentality, which is damn bad, like after i go into nbs den i keep thinking aiya my grades is like that de lah, and see lah, self fulfiling prophecy. den i keep thinking that i still havent kan kai, and see lah also self-fulfiling prophecy! LOL. yea, so im gonna change this habit of mine! ya back to futsal ahhahhaa. omg im having muscle ache now, like combination of dancesports and soccer. is like break the old bones. hahhaa. had a really nice dinner with them also, met this guy who was our age and waiting to go uni this year and he got the KE JING TENG feel! OMG faints. ok thats not the point. but, he's really funny.
hahaha yea, den today went to celebrate shibin's birthday!!!=) happy 21st darling!=) hahhaa 9years of friendship and counting! sounds damn old but haha! went to kim's restaurant, waaaha damn got secondary sch feel=))) really na xie nian! like those were the times we hang out after sch at sumo house, vivo etc.. hahah den always kanna suan by kok zzzz he nv change one can. forever bullying lemin and i -.- haha. den big chang came also, super long nv see him liao! hahaha. den we were reminisicing about the past, omg damn funny! sherman got all the stupid photos of us, wad is that man, centre parting kiu kiu hair -_- HAHHAA wonder how i survived. den shibin's dragon ball hair like LMAOOOO. and got this photo of xiao pang and his patriotic look hahahha=) those were the times hahahahha! den after tat somehow somebody took and my phone and started showing everyone the dance video! OMG. damn paiseh but haha dou shi zi ji ren le so ok lah. they laughed like mad can! ok actually any normal friend of mine will laugh when they see it. HAHA. ok im too hilarious alr=) damn entertaining too HAHHA. den they ask us to demo WTS. jin hwee and i was like zzzz seriously omg damn paiseh!!! hahaha. but still we did it, LOL just the tango part lOL. damn fail but hahhhaa. brought a lot of joy and laughter to them haha. den we went jcube!=)))) hhaha it was called jec then, our fav haunt in secondary sch. so many things changed, it doenst feel the same anymore, its so modern, so much hustle and bustle, no longer that old traditional peaceful haunt for sec sch kids=( haha we used to just find one comfortable spot and sit on the floor like nobody biz, and nobody will chase us away lol. just dabao koba or anything and eat there, talk and laugh...haha oh wells, shi dai de bian qian jiu shi ru ci.. but at least some things doesnt change, like the memories we had=) it was so crowded so we decided to go je lib, yes,the place where we mug and fought the big boss together=) the place where ziyi and jiamin will discuss about history, the place where yisheng will teach us chem, the place where we all tried to study. hahahah=) in the end leh, je lib was closed cos of public hols. lol. disappointed. its like hahah wu nai. but still awesome ppl make things happen=) LOL. somehow we ended up at science centre and was happily shopping at the science centre shop..WAAH THE STUFF ALL DAMN COOL. GOT THIS STONE IS LIKE HAHHAHA. damn nice!=))) after that we went to get macs and started htht-ing lol. didnt manage to dig anythin from kok!! lol. if ziyi was here he sure spill the beans hahaha=) sec sch times <3<3<3 one day we'll be shooting na xie nian with our class, re-enacting the scene where the whole class stood up and walked out of the classroom just to show our class spirit, replaying the scene where we were all dressed in sari and selling melted icecream, remisniscing the best times of our youth. i shall write a book like jiu ba dao haha! onz lah. argh and im so tired now, 2 hours to dawn, what should i do?=)
001. Happiness =)
002. Our Dream: NJ N2 N3=)
003. Live my life the way i want it=)
004. Everyone to be healthy and happy!=)
005. Lose weight LMAO
006. Improve my GPA!=)
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009.
010. all my wishes above will come true =))
